Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow by Maryam Fadhel Abdulrazaq

Author:Maryam Fadhel Abdulrazaq [Abdulrazaq, Maryam Fadhel]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781524632717
Publisher: AuthorHouse UK
Published: 2016-05-06T04:00:00+00:00

28/march/2015

Dear Diary,

It has been a long time since I haven't wrote in my story, many things have happened to me that made me think of all the things that we have committed, sometimes life crashes you down but you should be strong enough to avoid it, you should stand up on your feet and say that I'm strong but I'm not like that, I really hope that I'm that strong and brave enough but there isn't any positive sparks in my head that encourages me to do that. The past few months, my life had been miserable, it was full of non-stop problems one after the other. I'm tired, I really wish that I wasn't a part of the problem or even thought of helping. My intension wasn't to ruin my sister's life, ok let me say it in an in-direct way. imagine; there was a hidden door that my sister wanted to know where is it, she used to tell that door had my name on it but I was 100% sure that it had her name on it, after a while I found the door and I showed her that it had her name, she liked it. Now, the key was left beside the door, I walked away and she tried to open that door with the key. she got inside and I got inside with her too and the key was left outside and the door got locked and we had no spare key, now we were afraid that anyone could open the door and see us inside with a third person. Did you understand what am I trying to say? The door was a man's heart, the key was the way to his heart, we both got into the trouble and were afraid to get caught, it might seem that's it's my fault but it's not, her intension at the first place was to try to open the door, no one forced her to do that but it isn't her fault too. It's like a puzzle; at last, someone did catch us and went into a huge trouble that had no ending. My only way to be happy was going to school and see my friends. I used to smile and laugh as much as I can because I knew that if I went home, it would be a disaster. People see me laugh and smile but they have no idea what I'm feeling and what's inside me. Sometimes I think in class and my friends ask me what's wrong, I wake up from day-dreaming and smile and say "nothing". Many people don't believe in black magic but in my religion we do, all of this happened because that man wanted to take my sister, actually he was a physco so he and his mother took her by black magic which affected me the most and my family.

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